BE QUIET

Quiet!

BE QUIET!

Me & unme

Gradually I see myself, from the perspective of the world surrounding me, I see I am small, poor, simple, even a little bit boring.

Before I didn't know this. I was happy with who I am, what I am doing, but now I feel there is such a gap between me and the new world; before I just wear whatever I have, I didn't have much money (then time) to really pack myself, I was so raw! I cannot see myself because my consciousness was manipulated, I saw I was buried in mass, don't have any unique point.

I can't swim, can't danse, and just can't behave like other people, still shy,traditional and quiet.

I think I am just so easy to be happy and I don't want much, especially superficial things. That is why I dont feel miss...so I always sleep very well no matter what happened.

I will just keep being happy and positive, do what I like, working on my goal, be myself and discover more of myself.

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Nog beetje pijn

Vandag voel ik rust, maar nog steeds beetje pijn.

What do I believe

This week I have saw couple of documents about drugs and Hallucinogenic mushroom, which is totally different from what I knew before. Some native communities use them to get in touch with spirits, according to those documentaries, these "drugs" offer them a kind of ability to get a high level vision, like people discover DNA, actually he saw two twisted snake in his vision after using drug.
Many artists and scientists as well, it is called uncover instead of discover or creation.

Living in Amsterdam, actually cannot avoid confronting this issue.
But I just don't want to touch it, I am not eager to see those vision, neither rely on it.
I take myself as a complete person, even I know my competence are limited, but just base on what I have, I believe I can still work out lots of things; even sometimes I feel bad, I think my body also have the ability to get recovered by itself.

I will just down to the earth, I don't want much, I don't have much desire. What I ask for myself it to try my best to be achievable. I think if in my life I will just achieve one goal, make one thing, focus on it, make it perfect. I believe in will, discipline, hard work! If I cann't make it, I accept. But before that, I will fight for it.

God help those who help themselves!

I also believe every moment I should hold a good will, be kind and honest to people surrounding me, think for them. Help people when they are in difficulty. Forgive people if they doing wrong things or saying wrong things to you.

I think as a human, if I can make all those, I will just be proud of myself and I will be very happy, even if I don't have much money, I still feel content, and I have books, which are always the best company in my life, it just make me very content already. For the rest, I just shouldn't ask. If it comes, then come, if it goes, then let it go.

One day I will go to death without bringing anything anyway.

Green & design

www.inhabitat.com

www.worldchanging.com

http://gristmill.grist.org/

www.treehugger.com

Last winter

The winter is coming again...

Still remember last year this time I was worried about the heating because there is just no heating in my small room. Also worried about money, worried don't enough money to get the heating. And every time I got the gas, I used it very carefully by the smallest fire, and use it when only very necessary. I was hopeless, desperate, don't know where to go, what should I do, totally lost, there is no direction, only dark and endless darkness. I just do something to make myself calm down, but my mind is always somewhere else...

That half year are the most difficult time.

Now I am sitting here, warm, comfortable, safe... but I should never forget that time and people companying me go through that time.